what do you do
when your spouse or significant one
betrays your trust in them
over and over again
with no remorse
until caught red handed

what do you do
when they look at you
but look through you
not really interested in you
just the services you render

what do you do
when you both live a lie
a sham, built on pretences
suppressed feelings and cover ups
together, yet total strangers

what do you do
when you know not what to believe
whispered calls, deleted call records
internet and sms affairs
shadows and hidden agendas

what do you do
when you yearn to be truly known
to share who you really are
but your partner isn't interested
too busy with other folks and things

what do you do
in the depths of despair
when the agonies of lonliness
propel you to dangerous paths
when anything is better than your current hell

what do you do
when you can no longer trust
when you have been wounded over and over
when despair and frustration
have you in their deadly grip

what do you do
when in the midst of the pain and chaos
you hear a still small voice
whispering ever so gently
trust me for I will never disappoint you

what do you do
when it just doesn't make sense anymore
yet, the gentle voice insists
hang in, hold on, trust me
I will never leave you or forsake you

what do you do
when in the face of the hurts and betrayals
that gentle voice says
trust me, though you trust no man anymore
trust me for I am not a man but your God

what do you do
when that soft voice whispers
words of comfort and understanding
washing over and soothing your pains
for I am your maker and the lover of your soul

what do you do
when His everlasting arms
wrap you in a tender hug
when His presence
floods your heart with peace

what do you do
when your maker,the eternal God
wipes your tears and bottles them
when He says come, lean on me
and find rest for your weary soul

what do you do
but surrender every pain, every hurt,
every disappointment, every betrayal and emptiness
to Him who has loved you with an everlasting love
and drawn you with His loving kindness

what do you do
but sing I surrender all
I surrender all to you
All to you my blessed Saviour
I surrender all

"Come unto me all you who are weary and heavy laden and I(Jesus) will give you rest"

Have you come to Him? Do you have rest (true inward peace)?

If you don't have rest though you may be a pastor of a church, you have not yet come to Him. O, you may have come to a church or a group but not yet to Him (Jesus).

When you hear and read so much about a person that we think we know them but I am on a journey of discovery of this Jesus whom I thought I knew all these years but like Job and many of us, am discovering that indeed I may have only known Him by the hearing of me ears but my eyes were yet to behold him in a more intimate way.

Or like Samuel you may be working in the Lord's house yet not know His voice.

Its an exciting journey...spending time alone in His Presence for him to reveal himself to me, since no man can reveal Jesus to another. Men can at best point you to Him but a revelation of him can only be come from Jesus directly as we spend quality time at His feet, learning of Him.

Why not come to Him now and end all your endless struggles, weariness and disorientation? Come to Him, sit at His feet, eat at His table, be taught directly by Him and enter His rest. Come on board the Holy Ghost School where you are one on one with your maker, no human intermediaries.

You, ALONE with God in your house being taught and led of His Spirit-that's Holy Ghost School.

1. God does it all without your fleshly efforts and struggles
2. You are only required to be truly thirsty for God and for the
will of God
3. Be genuinely hungry for more of Jesus
4. Obey God’s leading willingly no matter the cost
5. Be ready to ask God to reveal your heart to you
6. Rest in His presence
7. Stop running up and down, to and fro seeking miracles,
solutions, blessings, break-throughs, deliverance etc
8. Stop being too busy doing things your own way
9. Stop being too busy doing God’s work and get to know that God
10. Choose a covenant time when you must be in God’s presence
daily at that specified time. The covenant time is a time set
apart for you and God to stay ALONE!
11. During your covenant time, you may study the Word,
discipleship books or just be quiet and listen to Him as He
teaches you

Do you want to start the Holy Ghost School NOW? All you need to do is choose a covenant time and then to talk to God, your Father in heaven.

• Thank Him for introducing Holy Ghost School to you
• Tell Him you want to follow His narrow way, His will
• Tell Him you want to start Holy Ghost School at once
• Tell Him your Covenant time
• Ask for grace from Him to keep it faithfully
• Ask Him to reveal His will to you directly
• Ask Him for understanding and interpretations
• Ask Him to teach and direct you from now on, no more running
about seeking the help of man
• Ask him to feed, cleanse, purify, clothe and beautify you as
you come to His table daily
• Ask Him to bring you into a close and intimate relationship
with Him.
• Ask Him to take over your life as you surrender your entire
life, you will, your ways and your all to Him
• Ask Him to make you exactly what He wants you to become
• Ask Him for grace to be humble and teachable
• Ask Him for grace to please Him in all things and at all times
• Thank Him for this brand new life of victory in Him
. Begin to write down your revelations from God, be they
dreams, visions, inner witness or his direct voice
. Ask God for understanding and interpretation, He will give
you or direct you to receive it
. Obey every directive of God to you - instantly and totally
. Don't play games with God, be serious and focused

note: God will usually start this intimate walk with You by cleansing you of everything in you that is not pleasing to Him. This is not to condemn or punish you, but to actually put you in a state to be able to be very close to Him, for He is of purer eyes than to behold iniquity.

Some Holy Ghost School Scriptures include

Isaiah 2:2,3
Micah 4:1,2
Psalm 32:8
Joel 2:28-31
John 14:26
Romans 8:14
1John 2:27
Hebrews 8:10,11
1Samuel 3:10-21
Galatians 1:11-17
2Corinthians 12:1-10
Acts 10:9-20
Genesis 37:5-10; 41:1-57; 45:1-8
Daniel 2:1-49; 5:8-17; 7:15-16
Genesis 7:1,4, 19:12,13
Luke 21:25-28
Matthew 24:9-13
Matthew 10:34-39, 16:24
Mark 1:17
Romans 8:29
Ephesians 5:25-27
2Timothy 2:21
Revelation 3:17
Some Holy Ghost School Scriptures cont’d

Matthew 7:13,14,21-23
John 4:31
1Peter 4:1,17,18
Acts 5:1-11
Luke 12:2,3
Hebrews 4:13
1Corinthians 11:31,32
Isaiah 60:1,2
2Timothy 2:3,4
Psalm 16:11
Obadiah 1:17
Jeremiah 3:14
Revelation 19:7
Galatians 1:10-12
1Kings 19:12

Will be glad to send reading materials FREE to help you along this journey of intimacy with God. Just make a request.

God bless you

Imagine a school right in your home, at a time of your choosing, with the very best teacher, infact the only expert in the subject area with proven credentials and track record. Imagine the school of life with the creator of life. Imagine the Holy Ghost school!

What is Holy Ghost School? First what is it NOT? Holy Ghost School is

Not a church or a fellowship
Not a place of worship where people gather
Not a physical school
Not a Bible College
Not anywhere outside your own home or immediate
environment

So what is it? It is being taught directly by God in your room as you faithfully keep your covenant time to be ALONE with Him and learn at His feet. its such an eye opener and so much fun. Having God let you in on the issues of your life and real life situations generally is mind blowing. It just gives you such a sense of peace,assurance and clear direction.

The Holy Ghost School is:

1. A new move of God
2. Simple, yet powerful
3. Sweet wine (new wine) reserved by God for the last days
4. One of God’s end time programmes to make the bride of Christ
ready
5. Part of God’s effort to help us know His will and walk in His
will only, so that our souls are not lost in the end.
6. God’s end time discipleship programme – by revelation
7. Separating yourself to be in God’s presence; to learn of His
ways directly from Him and not from any man
8. Allowing God to teach you directly and lead you in the way
that you should go according to His will
9. Being in the presence of God, alone with Him, to hear His
voice and receive direction from Him
10. Being taught and being led by the Holy Spirit
11. About our character – our becoming like Jesus
12. Allowing God to deal with our lives now so that we will be
saved from the general judgments to come
13. God’s training programme for His end time army
14. A spiritual school; the school in the presence of God
15. God’s End time Programme for the Preparation and Perfection
of the Bride of Christ

Ready to enrol in the Holy Ghost School? Watch out for the next posting on this site.

hi all, been out for a while but am back with a bang!

Do you check one, most or all of these as a desire of your heart?

1. learn to know the voice of God for sure
2. God will speak to you through revelations, dreams, visions;
and as you mature, through inward witness and His still small
voice
3. God transforms your life within a short time
4. God transforms the lives of all your family members within a
short time
5. The fresh water of Life from God’s throne washes away long
standing and stubborn problems
6. God cleanses and purifies you from impurities
7. God does a work of clothing, beautification and perfection in
you
8. God heals, restores you, gives you true deliverance,
prosperity, joy and all that He has planned for you
9. have revelation Knowledge of God so you know Him more
deeply and more intimately
10. come into a close and intimate personal relationship with
the Lord Jesus
11. grow up and mature in the things of God
12. God disciplines you, changes your life and character, so that
you can become like Him
13. receive the nature and life of Christ and abandon your
own ways completely
14. become a true disciple of the Lord Jesus –disciplined,
separated and truly yielded unto the Lord.
15. have clear focus and direction walking the narrow way
which is following the will of God
16. God teaches and prepares you for battles ahead
17. be safe in His presence and can endure to the end in the
perilous end times
18. God uses you for His end time kingdom purposes
19. please God
20. have true and lasting Peace at last

if u checked any or all of the above, then u are at the right place. check my next update tonite to know how to key in to these issues of life.

My Peace I give to you
It is Peace that the world cannot give
It is Peace that the world cannot understand
It is Peace so real
It is Peace so true
My Peace I give unto you

This song calms and heals me after the hassles and bruisings of the day (and the hassles are plenty!!)

The best for me however is to rise early and get into the secret place, a time of communion with my Maker and just be in His Presence.
As the day springsforth, I draw up the stregnth I need to fece the varying challenges of the day.

Sometimes its as if I am pouring out my very life into everyother person and have little or nothing left but limp old me at the end of the day.

O but the joy of getting into the secret place, in quiet solitude (sometimes, it has to be the bathroom so I can have some peace and quiet!!) plus, theres something about water that soothes and calms.

When I drink of the Fountain of Life, I can only plead and sing

Living Waters, Living Waters
Let me drink and never thirst again
Living Waters, Living Waters
Let me drink and never thirst again

Will talk more about my Oasis of Peace.